She

In this dream four years far and apart, she's still the main character. She shouldn't be. I've moved forwards in every aspects of my life except that my weakness and strength find no better substitute; they remain in the same place, untouched.

There isn't nostalgia or regret. But other emotions. Emotional towards a dream, emotional towards a fact, emotional ridicule. It's not that I don't want to realise a dream or make reconnection, but that it's prettier to preserve the most important thing in the two most important places simple and pure.

Unlike a movie, unrealistic yet with some degree of reality, my experience is the other way around.

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